I understand that is how you feel father. But it isn't as easy as that.
I don't think he would stab you father. I think his patience wore thin and he... reacted badly. He is at times as reactive as you can be, more so. His mother was... very similar. Please don't take it to heart. He does care for you, I think he had spent so long not having family, it is difficult for him to adjust. Please just allow him time to cool his heels and things will repair themselves.
Father. I have to say that the man I grew up under was rather... strict. Incredibly strict, in actual fact. You did, in fact, offer to box my ears on more than one occasion.
Don't be ridiculous. I saught you out, I wanted to know you. I do not regret doing so. I would do the same again, even knowing that we do not see eye-to-eye. I am not trying to push you away. I... do not want that.
It is, actually, it's very easy to learn how to relax. You two have such an incredible rod up your ass that you don't seem to be enjoying yourselves at all. Having a laugh once and awhile would do you some real good.
Is that what happened when he stabbed you? He just... reacted badly. You know, slip of the hidden blade right into your throat.
The pair of you don't seem to know me at all and what you do know of me just upsets you so, I'm not sure how well this is working for either of us.
And as far as not pushing me away, well you both don't exactly make me feel welcome and wanted either.
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Date: 2018-04-12 06:49 pm (UTC)I don't think he would stab you father. I think his patience wore thin and he... reacted badly. He is at times as reactive as you can be, more so. His mother was... very similar. Please don't take it to heart. He does care for you, I think he had spent so long not having family, it is difficult for him to adjust. Please just allow him time to cool his heels and things will repair themselves.
Father. I have to say that the man I grew up under was rather... strict. Incredibly strict, in actual fact. You did, in fact, offer to box my ears on more than one occasion.
Don't be ridiculous. I saught you out, I wanted to know you. I do not regret doing so. I would do the same again, even knowing that we do not see eye-to-eye. I am not trying to push you away. I... do not want that.
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Date: 2018-06-02 12:02 pm (UTC)Is that what happened when he stabbed you? He just... reacted badly. You know, slip of the hidden blade right into your throat.
The pair of you don't seem to know me at all and what you do know of me just upsets you so, I'm not sure how well this is working for either of us.
And as far as not pushing me away, well you both don't exactly make me feel welcome and wanted either.